And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait....

So last night I went out with my brother Jake Tran to Mad Mex.....but this time I actually had a lot of fun. Then i finished a bunch of rum and went to Mikey's, then to the Pike house where we has various deep d escussions (i tend to do this when I get drunk). Then, I peaced out and went to bed around 1.

So i have off of work today HOORAY!

I feel like everyone I know has been doing something relating to the new year.....so time to jump on the bandwagon lol....

2008 was an interesting year for me, I've alwys considered myself to be someone with a good amount of self-realization, but I think that I came to some new and profound understandings....so I guess id call it a WIN lol.

I ended things with the girl I had been hooking up with intermitently over the previous summer and then I dated someone else this past summer. Unfortunately for me, I seem to have this innate attraction to broken people....that is....people who cannot hold a healthy relationship by themselves. Then I come in, show them what it means to be in a real relationship....and then for whatever reason they decide to peace out. My most recent gf decided to call it quits bc she was still what i call the "freshman" mindset (you know it, the one where it's OK to go out and do "stuff" without having any semblance of commitment). I've come to realize though that I really can't blame her for that.....everyone needs to grow up at their own pace, and I have no right to tell her that she has to accelerate her process just bc shes dating me. Even though it sucked hard when things ended (bc i fall really fast and really hard for people), I can honestly say that I am over it and I am happy that shes happy with the way her life is now.

....idk....im the kind of person that prefers....almost needs....to be in a relationship bc i just enjoy being able to make other people happy, and being in a relationship offers you the opportunity on a grander and more meaningfull scale.

My new years resolution this year is the same as every year lol: to change the lives of more people than the previous year.

PLAAAAAAAylist:
Reel Big Fish - Somebody hates me
Brian Setzer - Jump Jive'n' wail
Five Iron Frenzy (of course) - World Without End (live version)
Flogging Molly - Pirate Song
Less than jake - Ghosts of you and me
reel big fish - beer
streetligh manifesto - watch it crash
sugarcult - daddy's little defect
poison - every rose has its thorn
the atomic fireballs - swing sweet pussycat
Blindside - Silence
The Empty Hats - Ramblin Rover (dont laugh)

currently listn'n - The O.C. Supertones: "We Shall Overcome"